02 January 2012

new years evey joy ride

new years evey joy ride by GButterfly
new years evey joy ride, a photo by GButterfly on Flickr.

we got new bikes for christmas! hubby and i plan to cross train this year. running. riding. paddling and a little yoga. yes we can get in better shape! I just turned 42 a few weeks ago. by 43 I will be in better shape than I was in all my 20's. Game on!

06 November 2011

Time to revisit the blog...


Hello blog I've been away from you for a while...taking pictures, updating webistes for myself and my husband...but I just saw a blogger setup that I liked from a fellow photog. If I can work out how to set mine up like that...then i'm back. The shot above is from our best trip ever...Italia! I've got several memory cards worth of family photos to edit then I'll be back to editing and posting Italy!!!

26 March 2011

first good kayak weather this year

so excited to get back out on the kayak with my camera. hopefully there will be many more days like that this year. this of course was taken last Sunday - this weekend we have snow - so it's a much needed cleaning day.

This water fix will sustain us for a week or two until we can get back out on the water again.
Water is so healing - so energizing.

I'm looking forward to taking more shots from this vantage throughout the year as the trees and hill green up.
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07 July 2010

what i wasn't told could have made the difference


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Originally uploaded by GButterfly
i was told my thyroid needed to be monitored and they tested it last pregnancy (and misciarrage) but not this time. Here I find this article on about.com - and I am wondering if this could have made the difference in keeping my baby:

Hypothyroid Women in First Trimester Need Two Extra Levothyroxine Pills Per Week Thursday June 10, 2010
According to a study reported on in the Journal of Clinical Endocrinology and Metabolism, when a woman being treated for hypothyroidism becomes pregnant, she should immediately increase her levothyroxine dose by two tablets per week, in order to maintain her thyroid function in the normal ("euthyroid") range. According to the study, the addition of two additional dosages per week can significantly reduces the risk of hypothyroidism in the mother. (Maternal hypothyroidism in early pregnancy is associated with an increased risk of miscarriage, and in developmental and cognitive delays and deficiencies in children.) http://thyroid.about.com/b/2010/06/10/hypothyroidism-pregnancy-medication.htm#gB3

06 July 2010

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This was taken while kayaking in the rain.  I love kayaking.  I wish we could do it every day - of course I'm learning that if I hope to loose any weight I'll have to add some cardio to the kayaking.

Below is the link to my new photo blog - which I'm hoping to make more of a professional blog.

http://genevievephotos.wordpress.com/ 

04 July 2010

Loss and hoping for new begninnings


loss Day 60
Originally uploaded by GButterfly
Looking at my last post ... I should pay more attention to my dreams. Just two months after that dream - that co-worker in fact told me she was pregnant. Now it is July - and she and another coworker are both due in september. I had another round of IVF which ended in another early miscairriage after 1 1/2 weeks of bedrest in a physician ordered attmpt to prevent just that. So I am left with some extra pounds form lack of exercise but no pregnancy. going to work is getting difficult. I find myself wanting to avoid the two pregnant ladies - and that just isn't possible. then, i feel mean for not wanting ot be around them. my problem is not their fault - yet I can not help it - they are walking reminders of all that I want and can not have. So I am trying to forcu on my photography and on the fact that my husband is the best partner I could ever wish for. i am starting another blog just for my photography without all of this talk of wanting babies. I'm hoping some day that will be a business blog - and this one, well some day it may tell the story of us brining home adopted children if we can not bring home a baby born of my own body.

15 November 2009

201/365 open arms


201/365 open arms
Originally uploaded by spring_peeper
this is where we are at, still, after all of these years. last night i dreamt a co-worker was pregnant - although she is a friend and i shouild be happy for her it was a nightmare - becuase was pregnant finally first but I lost my baby so early in the first trimester. thank god it was a dream -i am not ready to deal with her pregnancy i know it is trying and it will probably happen before it happens for usi f it happens for us after all she is under 30 and i am turning 40 in another month. so here i am with emty arms. and we'll have to wait on another egg doner....

28 September 2009

KC Zombie Walk 2008


KC Zombie Walk 2008
Originally uploaded by darphbobo
i want to do this this year

25 May 2009

Aorangutang asking for treats2405

I'm trying to work on my husband's website - but it's going very slowly and not exactly the way that I would like. But I'll learn! http://caseyfineart.com/

I've also started him a blog - to which he can choose to add or not.

15 April 2009

band of colors


band of colors
Originally uploaded by ajpscs
this makes me want to travel....
beautiful photos by ajpscs on flickr. go and visit the rest of the stream - you will be glad you did

03 March 2009

empty and waiting......


empty and waiting......
Originally uploaded by GButterfly
http://stirrup-queens.blogspot.com/

steps streaks ripples orange

playing with shadows and photoshop a bit

i love swirl vividly


i love swirl vividly
Originally uploaded by GButterfly
haven't blogged a photo in a while.....funny that I'm mostly doing black and white lately - but this is the pic I wind up posting.....

30 January 2009

baby store


baby store
Originally uploaded by GButterfly.
went to the baby making store - sort of - on wednesday - then went to the craft store and bought some creepy doll faces.

I think it is really going to happen this year. First of all - a beter doctor. Also, apparently there are health care loans for people who aren't loaded but need a little help (or a lot of help) from micro biologists to have a baby. God bless them, and keep your fingers crossed that this is our year.

03 October 2008

mission block party


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Originally uploaded by GButterfly
the neighbors threw a block party and invited the city fire department. there was ice cream, which I am proud to day I resisted (want to loose 2 lbs per week - go to the gym AND avoid ice cream.)

HOW did I avoid ice cream when there were 13 yummy flavors? Easy, I took pictures. I actually love taking pictures more than I love ice cream, really I do. If this sort of substitution works for my clients who are quitting smoking, it should work for me when I'm avoiding high fat foods right?

I rounded up the kids for a photo session and they were happy to play on the fire truck and put on the fire cooat and hat.....

19 September 2008

Fit by Forty!

I'm on my way to my health goal....I finally have a plan that could work. Joined 24 hour fitness (don't love the atmosphere, but love the convenience of exercising WHENEVER I want) working with a trainer, doing cardio and keeping a food & exercise log.

I've lost 4 lbs in the last week. My goal is 2/wk. Some weeks are bound to be better than others. If I keep up w/ the fitness and food tracking I can be a healthy weight by February 1 and my "cute" weight by May. I'm allowing myself to not loose any weight over Christmas, but I still need to maintain during those weeks to stay on track, so no gaining..... Achieving my cute weight would be nice, but really after so many years now at an unhealthy size, I will feel proud even of achieving and maintaining healthy. At least, that's what i tell myself now.

I have less than 16 months until I turn 40. I plan to celebrate my 40th birthday in good health. I plan to be so fit by then that I feel confident enough to lead a Zumba class. That means not just loosing weight - but improving my cardiovascular health and endurance.

My current (short term) goals: Be able to jog through an entire techno song on the treadmill without stopping or developing shin splints. Also, be able to actually do all of the reps of arm exercises assigned by my personal trainer. Right now my arms and shoulders are REALLY weak.

04 July 2008

i pray that some day this will be us.....


Our family portrait
Originally uploaded by oregonlahar
i hear vietnam may be opening back up, so maybe HOLT will start accepting applications again. I am getting my hopes up. maybe somedaythis can be us....

20 May 2008

CHINA boy and dog


CHINA
Originally uploaded by BoazImages
can you believe how adorable this photo is

water play


water play
Originally uploaded by lightpainter
this is such a great image

(365/Day 141) Another Day at the Park

some day.....i hope to have little ones brother and sister and even another sibling too.....

oh yes i finshed my 365 project not so into blogging lately - currently looking for models for hubby's drawings in his book. This is such a great picture becuase of the light and the way the boy's hair is flying in back despite the attempt to tame it - and the big grin.

Daily Examen - things to consider each day

1. Express Gratitude 2. Petition for light (see self & ohters in God's eyes, ask to see the role only I can play) 3. Review the day: look at day's actions, omissions, thoughts & desires what does this tell me aobut myself in relation to self, others, God, the world 4. Lift out something & ask for help 5. look ahead - how do I want to carry on (today - the rest of my life what / who do I want to be master of my life? what are my core values? )