25 June 2006

blue wings only


blue wings only
Originally uploaded by GButterfly.

I am so jealous of the people who have blue butterflies in thier area. none here - had to adjust the color on an orange pretty.
spent much of the day weeding the garden today. very sniffy itchy work for an allergy sufferer such as I. Still, it paid off -I got a few shots of this buttefly (seen in his natural orange on my flickr stream). Sweetie and I talked about art - he things I'm better than I think I am. Well, I seldom think I'm good at anything even if others think so.
Today though sniffly and tired - was still a good day becuase of the butterfly. Went to a nice dinner last night w/ some people from church. We were pleasantly surprised to find others who were as liberal as we are.
I don't want to jinx anything - so I'm trying not to talk so much about the fertility stuff it's difficulty -babies and toddlers everywhere I look. The toddler next door - she is one of my favorite toddlers ever. That reminds me - I need to ask her mum if I can pose her in my garden in fairy wings. She has fairy wings. Thats just one of the things I really like about her - that she likes to run around the yard wearing wings. Hubby is grilling - I'm being lazy after above mentioned allergy attack. Really I've been quite sleepy today - but we did stay pu a bit late. Tonight -to bed on time and plenty of vitamins so I start the week our rights.

Daily Examen - things to consider each day

1. Express Gratitude 2. Petition for light (see self & ohters in God's eyes, ask to see the role only I can play) 3. Review the day: look at day's actions, omissions, thoughts & desires what does this tell me aobut myself in relation to self, others, God, the world 4. Lift out something & ask for help 5. look ahead - how do I want to carry on (today - the rest of my life what / who do I want to be master of my life? what are my core values? )