15 November 2009

201/365 open arms


201/365 open arms
Originally uploaded by spring_peeper
this is where we are at, still, after all of these years. last night i dreamt a co-worker was pregnant - although she is a friend and i shouild be happy for her it was a nightmare - becuase was pregnant finally first but I lost my baby so early in the first trimester. thank god it was a dream -i am not ready to deal with her pregnancy i know it is trying and it will probably happen before it happens for usi f it happens for us after all she is under 30 and i am turning 40 in another month. so here i am with emty arms. and we'll have to wait on another egg doner....

28 September 2009

KC Zombie Walk 2008


KC Zombie Walk 2008
Originally uploaded by darphbobo
i want to do this this year

25 May 2009

Aorangutang asking for treats2405

I'm trying to work on my husband's website - but it's going very slowly and not exactly the way that I would like. But I'll learn! http://caseyfineart.com/

I've also started him a blog - to which he can choose to add or not.

15 April 2009

band of colors


band of colors
Originally uploaded by ajpscs
this makes me want to travel....
beautiful photos by ajpscs on flickr. go and visit the rest of the stream - you will be glad you did

03 March 2009

empty and waiting......


empty and waiting......
Originally uploaded by GButterfly
http://stirrup-queens.blogspot.com/

steps streaks ripples orange

playing with shadows and photoshop a bit

i love swirl vividly


i love swirl vividly
Originally uploaded by GButterfly
haven't blogged a photo in a while.....funny that I'm mostly doing black and white lately - but this is the pic I wind up posting.....

30 January 2009

baby store


baby store
Originally uploaded by GButterfly.
went to the baby making store - sort of - on wednesday - then went to the craft store and bought some creepy doll faces.

I think it is really going to happen this year. First of all - a beter doctor. Also, apparently there are health care loans for people who aren't loaded but need a little help (or a lot of help) from micro biologists to have a baby. God bless them, and keep your fingers crossed that this is our year.

Daily Examen - things to consider each day

1. Express Gratitude 2. Petition for light (see self & ohters in God's eyes, ask to see the role only I can play) 3. Review the day: look at day's actions, omissions, thoughts & desires what does this tell me aobut myself in relation to self, others, God, the world 4. Lift out something & ask for help 5. look ahead - how do I want to carry on (today - the rest of my life what / who do I want to be master of my life? what are my core values? )