this is where we are at, still, after all of these years. last night i dreamt a co-worker was pregnant - although she is a friend and i shouild be happy for her it was a nightmare - becuase was pregnant finally first but I lost my baby so early in the first trimester. thank god it was a dream -i am not ready to deal with her pregnancy i know it is trying and it will probably happen before it happens for usi f it happens for us after all she is under 30 and i am turning 40 in another month. so here i am with emty arms. and we'll have to wait on another egg doner....
This year's challenges: Work on marketing and business model for Images by Genevieve (my photography) and Casey Fine Art ( my talented husband's art work.) Plan for a Galapagos trip. Make progress toward completing our family with children.
15 November 2009
28 September 2009
25 May 2009
Aorangutang asking for treats2405
I'm trying to work on my husband's website - but it's going very slowly and not exactly the way that I would like. But I'll learn! http://caseyfineart.com/
I've also started him a blog - to which he can choose to add or not.
I've also started him a blog - to which he can choose to add or not.
15 April 2009
band of colors
this makes me want to travel....
beautiful photos by ajpscs on flickr. go and visit the rest of the stream - you will be glad you did
beautiful photos by ajpscs on flickr. go and visit the rest of the stream - you will be glad you did
03 March 2009
i love swirl vividly
haven't blogged a photo in a while.....funny that I'm mostly doing black and white lately - but this is the pic I wind up posting.....
30 January 2009
baby store
went to the baby making store - sort of - on wednesday - then went to the craft store and bought some creepy doll faces.
I think it is really going to happen this year. First of all - a beter doctor. Also, apparently there are health care loans for people who aren't loaded but need a little help (or a lot of help) from micro biologists to have a baby. God bless them, and keep your fingers crossed that this is our year.
I think it is really going to happen this year. First of all - a beter doctor. Also, apparently there are health care loans for people who aren't loaded but need a little help (or a lot of help) from micro biologists to have a baby. God bless them, and keep your fingers crossed that this is our year.
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Daily Examen - things to consider each day
1. Express Gratitude
2. Petition for light (see self & ohters in God's eyes, ask to see the role only I can play)
3. Review the day: look at day's actions, omissions, thoughts & desires what does this tell me aobut myself in relation to self, others, God, the world
4. Lift out something & ask for help
5. look ahead - how do I want to carry on (today - the rest of my life what / who do I want to be master of my life? what are my core values? )